Not easy to state the change you made.
If I'm alive now, then I was
dead,
Though, like a stone, unbothered by it,
Staying put according to habit.
You didn't just toe me an inch, no--
Nor
leave me to set my small bald eye
Skyward again, without hope, of course,
Of apprehending blueness, or stars.
That
wasn't it. I slept, say: a snake
Masked among black rocks as a black rock
In the white hiatus of winter--
Like my
neighbors, taking no pleasure
In the million perfectly-chiseled
Cheeks alighting each moment to melt
My cheek of
basalt. They turned to tears,
Angels weeping over dull natures,
But didn't convince me. Those tears froze.
Each dead
head had a visor of ice.
And I slept on like a bent finger.
The first thing I saw was sheer air
And the locked
drops rising in a dew
Limpid as spirits. Many stones lay
Dense and expressionless round about.
I didn't know what
to make of it.
I shone, mica-scaled, and unfolded
To pour myself out like a fluid
Among bird feet and the stems of
plants.
I wasn't fooled. I knew you at once.
Tree and stone glittered, without shadows.
My finger-length grew
lucent as glass.
I started to bud like a March twig:
An arm and a leg, an arm, a leg.
From stone to cloud, so I ascended.
Now
I resemble a sort of god
Floating through the air in my soul-shift
Pure as a pane of ice. It's a gift.